The writings on my wall

truth

2011-09-20T23:10:00.003+08:00

This is so ridiculously true, dont you think? :/

I think so. I really do. D:

RENEGADE

2011-09-08T21:12:00.002+08:00

SECOND POST OF THE DAY BECAUSE THIS NEEDS TO BE POSTED HURHUR.

PARAMORE'S NEW SONG: RENEGADE.

Give it a listen doooooods! :DDD IT SOUNDS SO AWESOME ALREADY.

AND HAYLEY HITTING THOSE HIGH NOTES IN THE MIC AKJSNDAKDA! AMAZING.

My bucket list: Go for another Paramore concert, and another, and another...

life

2011-09-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

Faisal Ishak @mentioned me in a post today. Holy Moley I am shocked.

Well he is my friend's cousin soooo well idk how he gets to know this but let's just leave it like that heheh.

I mean it's Faisal Ishak yo. Yes that small guy who acted in Mat Yoyo. Yes that guy!!! You should know this if you're a malay hahaha.

And if you still dont know, kametard is me. My twitter username yea.

And I have an off day today like FINALLY! Ahhh it felt so good to take a break :D

And, I NEED TO WATCH GLEE 3D, ANYONE?!

I'll go into depression if I dont catch this one lmao. Aaaaaaah.

K bye.

raya 2011

2011-08-30T12:32:00.004+08:00

To all my family members, friends and colleagues, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! I seek forgiveness if I've hurt you in any way, big or small. Maaf zahir dan batin. May all of us have a blessed raya with our loved ones.

Have an awesomeeeee time all of you! :D

attention

2011-08-06T01:37:00.000+08:00

Word.

fasting

2011-08-04T00:21:00.005+08:00

Cool sehh.

Ramadhan 2011

2011-08-01T15:19:00.003+08:00

Yayyyy! Holy month of Ramadan is here finally! And helloooooo, August! Pls be good pls be good pls be goooood :D

I'm pretty much anticipating August hurhur. Why? Well.....various reasons ;DDD

So, happy happy fasting my friends :)))

Wishing you 1 month of Ramadan

4 Weeks of Barkat,

30 Days of Forgiveness,

720 Hours of Guidance,

43200 Minutes of Purification,

2592000 Seconds of Nur!

Happy Fasting everyone!

CHYEAAA! \o/

HP DH 2

2011-07-16T22:15:00.024+08:00

Went to watch Harry Potter DH2 on the 14th, Thursday night. Yes I managed to catch it on the first day it airs in SG! WOOOOOOT! :D Idk if any of you are a Potter fan but oh gosh just watch it. Well you have to watch DH 1 first of course to understand it better but a definite must watch, yep.

Only one name: Severus Snape.

I went with friends who were hardcore Potter fans and they were crying throughout the movie lol. And people inside the cinema went crazy and started cheering and screaming just as the Warner Bros logo appeared on the screen lmao. It was fun :) I dont mind going for it again. And hello, choose Lido. They have like the best comfortable seats ever. Very theatre-ish. Very nice and very cool yes.

....

Damnit ahhh I wanna go bungy again :/

my sweet baby

2011-07-08T14:12:00.007+08:00

The world's in a hurry

僕らの時間は止めておこう

There's nothing to worry

時は僕らを連れ去れはしないよ

The world's in a hurry

Our time has been stopped early

There's nothing to worry

Time won't lead us apart.

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Gosh I love this song so much it's not normal ♥

judge

2011-07-07T19:13:00.003+08:00

This. So much.

KL JUNE 2011

2011-07-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

OMG FINALLY UPDATING LOLOL.

Sorry for the wait, tho i dont think many are waiting lol. I'm just plain lazy so after mustering up some effort, KL Trip update here we goooooooooooo!

Went for a short trip with the family towards the end of June. It was a well-spent time with the family and had our fair share of fun, gleee and adrenaline rush hurhur. Like Aqilah always mention this word on her twitter account "SO PUMPED" ahh yes I was so bloody pumped during the whole trip wooooot! :D

Cut story short. Main highlight for me was Sunway Lagoon of course because........

I FREAKIN DID MY VIRGIN BUNGY JUMP AT 21 YEARS OLD.

Wahahaha! Fyeahhhhh this was the most epic awesome adrenaline rush I ever had in my life, no kidding. I mean, godddd no words. I have no words to describe the feeling when I jumped off from that bridge 21metres above sea level. Well, tbh, I was abit tiny weeeny slightly disappointed it was only 21m AHAHAH LOL. I thought it'd be higher than that. Yeah yeah crazy I know but hey 21m is a good start okay! :DDD

So let me briefly tell you how was it like.

Went up to the suspension bridge and the workers there were like stunned idek. Prolly because they thought no girls would wanna jump I guess lol. Good, I changed their mind then heh. Then they strapped me up which took like 10mins. They used this long towel and draped my legs together and tie, tie, tie them tightly till it looked like hmm you know the end of a pocong? Yeah like that lolol (That's what I remember)

Then they did safety check. Since below is not ground, yes below me is the pool dudes. POOL! If anything happened, i'd be inside the water tied up lol. They have this small cute boat ready for me hehe.

I wasnt nervous, not really. It was more like anxious-excited-cannot-wait-to-jump kind of feeling haha. Scared? Mehh not at all really it's not that high. So when it was time, I just stood and jumped after 5 secs wooooooosh! *proudface*

I cannot describe the feelings during the jump coherently. It's like literally committing suicide jumping off a building, felt crazy gravity pulling you down and just pure rush of air, your heart's pounding out of your ribcage and pure adrenaline rush and just so kajsndak fyeah awesome you wanna do it again and again! And the world is upside down! I was screaming WOOOOYEAAAAH and the workers were cheering from the top lol :D

SO AWESOMEEE FUN OMG I TELL YOU I CANNOT.

FML my bros didnt wanna video record my bungy ugh stupid boys. And I thought my parents werent watching but they did from far lol hehe. Such an amazing amazing experience you definitely HAVE TO do it before you die. Enough said.

Just watch this 2 vids. It's the same bungy jump and I went tru the same thing. Watch so you'll get what I mean earlier ok!

BUNGY 1 and BUNGY 2.

So after bungy it gives me this I-can-do-anything-now kind of feeling. Like you know, you're stuck in your life and you want something to push you forward and get that courage back, DO BUNGY. Cos it helps and it tests your mind strength. Chey! (:

Yuppp, dont worry, be happy, take the plunge. LEAP OF FAITH. Lolol. Trust me, it's fun fun funnnn nothing but fun. Gosh, things I do for thrills :/

Certificate of Insanity! :D

Biler mau bungyyyyyyy?! AHAHAHA :P

Let's go Macau next. Highest bungy point in SE Asia wow wow wow. Best!

Ok enough of bungy. Next highlight was THE SCREAM PARK!

Basically, it was a hunted house with so many ghosts, pontianaks, vampires and pocongs all around trying to make you scream. These are all real humans faking to be hantus lah. And omg I enjoyed it. I enjoyed screaming in there so much and I dont think I've ever screamed that much in a building before lol. Whole thing lasted for 20mins.

They will do anything to scare you and make you jump. And they'll come near you (closest is to your face) and make face or growl or laugh or just stare. Creepy yes but not really scary till you'll pee in your pants ah. But yeah most of them tugs on my heartstrings cos they will suddenly jump and appear out of nowhere and be aggresive. BUT. They wont touch you. They are not allowed to. So no worries.

The only thing that made me cringe was they asked us to watch some scary show on screen and suddenly at some parts of the show there will be real voices whispering in your ears. Like as if the ghosts are just beside you kinda thing. Even my brothers screamed LOL. Funnehhh. On the whole it was entertaining! But seriously not for the faint-hearted. You'll just get heart attack :/

Yah this dude! He was creeping behind me and I got a shock and screamed infront of people and my bros just laughed -.- My sister doesnt even dare to go for this hurhur. And AHAHAHA ignore my pants AHAHAHA omg so embarassing. That was my swimming pants!! -.-

The rest of the rides was pretty okay. My personal favourite was the 360 degrees pirate ship. It really spins you 360degrees and when it reach the peak, IT STOPS!! So the world is upside down again. It stops for like 10secs and during that time everybody screams. Sat at the centre so it was really good view and my heart dropped literally haha. SHIOK!

So I'll just share some other worth looking at pics. I cbb to upload them on fb heh.

Tadaaaaaa! Entry's long enough Imma sleep now.

Happy reading lol ;D

Wherever you are

2011-06-12T21:40:00.008+08:00

Wherever You Are.

Fuyooo sedap giler aaaaahhhhhhhh.

Okay Imma payback my fasting starting tomorrow. One week this week, go KL (pause for a while) and continue the week after. Yep.

Btw, congrats Syahirah! Double Happiness was fantastic! :D

Aites, gonna loop this song till I fall asleep and memorize the lyrics bye!

OPERATION KL 2011

2011-06-09T21:50:00.010+08:00

Seems like I'll be celebrating my 22nd in KL hurhur. What more celebrating it with that 'chinese girl' AHAHA ;D A week after the original date but whatever let's party.

Wooohoooooooo! It's about time!

CHYEAAAAAAAAAH! :DDD

HI THAR

2011-06-08T00:32:00.007+08:00

WASSSSUP! KAME SAYS HI! :DDD

Hi thar, long time no see. I am still alive yes. Tho nothing in my life seems to deserve a mention in this blog (other than constant update on twitter hurr) so yah :/

But no worries, life is good to me tho. And I hope yours too :)

Tbh, I feel like this blog is becoming redundant lol. I've got another place to rant and this....Idk, my happy blog?

I'm anticipating Friday and the weeeeekendssss baby! Excited max :D

Wah, I'm really clueless on what to say here without feeling awkward AHAHAH.

Oh well, there you go. A HAPPY-SMILING KAME WAVING AT YOU!

Now wave back at him and squeeeeeeeeeeee! lolol xoxo.

wish you were here

2011-05-25T00:47:00.009+08:00

my new baby

2011-05-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

My new kicks :)))

sacrifice

2011-05-15T21:12:00.009+08:00

The beautiful face of courage: Lance Cpl. William Kyle Carpenter USMC

Carpenter, 21, of Gilbert lost the eye, most of his teeth and use of his right arm from a grenade blast Nov. 21 near Marjah, Helmand Province, Afghanistan.

Friends and family say he threw himself in front of the grenade to protect his best friend in Afghanistan, Cpl. Nick Eufrazio.

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Love from a bestfriend. ;_;

Sobs forever.

life

2011-05-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

Oh hi. Haven't been blogging since I have nothing exciting going on in my life that I haven't already spazzed over on Twitter.

So what's new? Whites won. Oppos lost but I have to give it to the Oppos cos they won 6 seats in total which is really something. I was totally into the politics and read about them all the time during the sgelection fever. It is so interesting when you're the one who is voting. The rage, frustration, the want to win, the dramas, everything is just wow.

I watched the results LIVE at Hougang Stadium with Nisha and Arc hurhur. IT WAS HELLA OF A PARTY I TELL YOU. Hehh. We witnessed history. And omggg I think this is wayyy better than National Day tbh. People cheering, jumping, blowing horns, screaming, booing, spraying coke were just INSANE! The thing that touched me was the unity. Malays, Chinese, Indians got together to cheer for the party they support. And the whole damn field is crowded, FULL!

It was fun and memorable. And hello, we stayed there till 1 in the morning lol. Awesome. Hougang Stadium was for WP (if you dont know) so.....figures ;D

Will be going to KL in June yay! And Im planning to go Bangkok in October. Mid Oct if things go well. I hope. Yepp :)

Going JB this sat, go to a con on Sunday, intends to take off on Monday and rest like a boss on Vesak Day. Sounds good huh :D

Yesss, that's about it. Have a great weekends errybody.

And to you on 12th May, Happy Birthday! (:

somewhere only we know

2011-05-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

And if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know.

soooo day

2011-04-26T23:54:00.006+08:00

So, WASSSSUPPPP TOKYO?! :D

How's Easter holiday for everyone? I went out to watch Never Say Never and I'd say it's not that bad. Not bad at all. Tho, I'm still really mehhh about Bieber but yah the movie was really something. I was touched when his dad actually cried watching him performed on stage. And the part where he called one of his fans randomly and sang to them ON STAGE. Like awwww. Yeah cool. Urm still sorry dude, Iamstillnotafan. All the best anyways.

THEN!

Dinner with old folks at Lau Pa Sat on Sunday! Awesome glorious (terlebih beli) fooood and good company. Awesome time. Visited MBS after that which was pretty gorgeous at night like woooot. And talked about possible plans in May. Yup, PLANSSSSS. Got S hor lol. Okay, not telling hurhur.

THENNN!

I think imma take my BTT this year. And prolly just (hopefully) get my license this year. Like omg self, you're 22 this year and without a freakin license you look pathetic. Unn literally so yeah :/

And parents INDIRECTLY allows me to get a bike license so hohoho. YES OR YES? :DDD

Car? Bike? Car? Bike? Both. No, bike. No, car D:

Polling day, 7th May. ARE YOU READY? Lol macam paham je aku. Virgin attempt to vote this year. I'd vote for the one who makes working hours 9-4pm everyday, lessen the no of foreigners entering here and create more job opportunities and benefits for LOCALS gdi.

Really, the number is increasing like mushrooms it isn't even funny anymore :///

Uh huh, that's about it. Have a good week ahead lovelies :)

Before that, SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!!

*points below*

ROFLOL. Ok stfu self. Bye!

adidas x diesel

2011-04-21T22:00:00.007+08:00

I think I am in love.

With this Adidas x Diesel sneakers aksndaknda omgggggggggg.

SO DAMN NICE CAN OMGOMG DAMN SUPER DUPER NICE I WANT AAAAH!

Click those pictures gdi & see clearly it's so awesome and so freakin coool unfff. Idk if there are EVER gonna release it in SG, but yah this is only limited to Diesel JP. /sobs forever :((((

I calculated and it costs prolly around 450 SGD HAHAHAHA. Mampos.

I showed this to my colleague and she's like "Buy imitation ah..". And I'm like "Ew, no.".

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Eff ah damn nice siak.

K bye.

life

2011-04-18T00:39:00.005+08:00

HURHUR ;)

proudface

2011-04-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

New supervisor: EHH, YOU HAVE A PROUD FACE LEH. THAT SOMBONG FACE.

Me: HAHAHA, EH I VERY FRIENDLY ONE U KNOW.

New supervisor to another colleague: SEE SEE HER FACE. VERY PROUD ONE HOR.

Me: *smirks alone*

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Hurhur so apparently I own a proud face. Well I am not really surprised. I think I do own one lolol. But sometimes it's good and sometimes bad.

Good because it gives the "dont-come-near-me-icantbebothered-atm" and bad because people might think you're anti-social or just plain weird :/

Lolol I like this new supervisor. She ALWAYS has something to say about me which can be pretty interesting. She likes to hit my arm too idek why tsk.

Haha, not bad. Pretty interesting Sunday I had :D

Have a good week earthlings!

RD

2011-04-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

That should be me

2011-04-08T21:10:00.004+08:00

I am not a fan of Bieber. Nope I'm not. Probablyneverwill hurhur. BUT. I like this song.

Actually I like this song very, very much it has been playing in my brain over and over again gaaaaaah.

That should be meeeeee~ ♫

she started the ball rolling

2011-04-06T21:15:00.003+08:00

11 June 2011

Wait for it. HURHUR ;D

p.s. No, it's got nothing to do with me at all.

life

2011-04-03T01:44:00.006+08:00

I guess I am lovable afterall AHAHAHAHAH.

Riiiighttt.

*serene smile*

i. died.

2011-04-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

I. Died. I literally died.

Goodbye planet earth.

murakami

2011-03-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

“Sometimes I feel so - I don’t know - lonely. The kind of helpless feeling when everything you’re used to has been ripped away. Like there’s no more gravity, and I’m left to drift in outer space with no idea where I’m going.”

— Haruki Murakami

happy?

2011-03-28T00:42:00.002+08:00

“Ask most people what they want out of life, and the answer is simple: to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation though, the wanting to be happy, that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try and will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get, to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead, we just keep smiling, trying like hell to be the happy people we wish we were. Until eventually, it hits us: it’s been there all along. Not in our dreams or hopes, but in the known. The comfortable. The familiar.”

— Grey’s Anatomy

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THIS.

AI NO TSUITE

2011-03-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

This blog lacks of Kame, dont you think? Hoho.

RAAAAAAH UNFFFFF SO DAMN HOT & COOOL JKANSDA.

*Cough*

Okay bye.

life

2011-03-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

Parents are back in SG. Safely. YAY! Dad went bald haha. Other than having coughs and blistered feet, they are well so no worries. They are doing good :)

And correction, it was not 500SGD, it was 300 SGD and 200 Riyal. But still money what grrr. Luckily mom had brought money with her too or else idk. No shopping? However, they managed to buy us some stuffs so wooot. Happy! :D

Now my fridge is full of arab chocs, sweets, dates and air zamzam (holy water). Hurhur awesome stuff.

Mannnnnnn, two weeks just flew just like that :/

.....And Sunday is over. Back to work tomorrow. Same old shit. Err :||||

Oh well, the week is gonna be alright. Since I have gotten my hello greeting from my one in a mirrion lolol ;D

Have a good week ahead earthlings.

2011-03-25T12:20:00.001+08:00

Dad called yesterday. He was pick-pocketed in Arab and his wallet got stolen and there were his credit cards and 500 SGD in there. So he called me to help him terminate his cards. I did that already.

But I am just glad he is safe. Mom is too. They are coming back tomorrow yay! I just want them safe, that's all (:

....But 500SGD gone?! Yikes :((((

He sounded so worried on the phone :( But they are coming back tomorrow hook or crook so no worries. Everything's good. I will treat them briyani tomorrow :D

But seriously, Arabs? Pick-pocket? Well not surprising but Arabs?!?! If they are really caught stealing their hands would be chopped off there and then.

Really. God will punish you.

bff surprise visit 2011

2011-03-19T23:33:00.001+08:00

Today is prolly my luckiest cum happiest day of 2011, so far. No kidding.

Am totally feeling blissified right now ydek. Really, really blissified.

*still grinning like the most idiotic idiot on planet earth*

:DDDDDDDD

♥♥♥

save japan

2011-03-14T19:27:00.004+08:00

Let's save Japan. If you're a human, make a donation. Even if it's a small one :)

japan

2011-03-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

I'm sure you all have heard about what's going on in Japan. If not, dude, watch news. Or just go twitter, everything is simply there.

My heart goes out to all the jap citizens and I hope they can overcome this obstacle which obviously will have a big impact in the long run. Just look at Sendai's Airport which is just like a swimming pool now. And Tokyo Tower's tip is TILTED. YIKES D:

Worse still, Tokyo Disneyland is washed up to just...pure damaged land :(

It's sad really. And I couldnt focus on work since this news pops up just now. Very worried and I hope all those affected people get all the help they need and stay safe.

Increasing death tolls and number of people missing/injured. I dont want to know what's the final number will be. Super terrifying.

Worse earthquake in 140 years. God.

Dunia nak kiamat.

And too much is going on today, I almost forgot my parents are flying off to Arab tomorrow lol whut. Will send them off AND HELLO HOME ALONE 21. LOLOL!

See you.

GAGA

2011-03-05T03:09:00.002+08:00

“I had a boyfriend who told me I’d never succeed, never be nominated for a Grammy, never have a hit song, and that he hoped I’d fail. I said to him, ‘Someday, when we’re not together, you won’t be able to order a cup of coffee at the fucking deli without hearing or seeing me.”

— Lady Gaga

life

2011-03-02T23:10:00.006+08:00

Teppanyaki was awesome max! I'd recommend you all to go there to eat. Price is similar to Sakura Buffet. Ambience is fantastic, really jap-like. And we got the best chef there cooking for us, Chef Marcus :D He's a friendly dude and very talented. Like the way he flips a raw-unbroken egg and the way he sprinkled salt/pepper & the way the fire just BOOOOM! Shiok ahhh!

And I have been watching GLEE every night hurhur. Damn awesome show! Love it so much that I have a folder full of GLEE songs wooot. Took me only 3 days to finish Season 1 till the most recent episode heh :D

Jo, you've a GLEE partner now eh haha.

I am thinking of starting on FRINGE. Heard it's pretty awesome. Hmm we'll see.

And all the best to my sister for A-levels result tomorrow.

xoxo.

repent

2011-03-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

Repent before you sleep every night

Sleep is the brother of "death". We never know if we will get up to see the daylight the following day. Even if you cannot ask for forgiveness from everyone each night, admit in your own heart the day's wrongdoings and repent for them.

Quote

It is He who takes your souls by night and has knowledge of all that you have done by day, then He raises you up again that a term appointed be fulfilled, then unto Him will be your return. Then He will inform you of that which you used to do. (Surâh Al-An'âm, Verse 60)

teppan

2011-02-25T17:18:00.004+08:00

I am going to eat my first ever teppanyaki tomorrow! Uwaaaaaah excited max! :D There's a halal teppanyaki restaurant at Upper Thompson, beside Prata Place. It's called Yureka Teppanyaki. Google it you'll find it.

What the heck is teppanyaki? Use wiki dude.

Awesome!!! Japanese food = Happy girl :DDD

xoxo

Kame's 25th

2011-02-23T03:00:00.006+08:00

Picture says it all. Today's a special day :D

御誕生日おめでとう, 亀梨和也！！

<333

SHOTS.

2011-02-16T22:21:00.031+08:00

My fridge is currently stocked with chocolates. Kitkats, MnMs, Maltesers (my fav), Timeout. You name it I have it. Who's up for some choc party? Heheh.

So how is it going with life? Life is ultrafreakingmately mundane right now. So dont even bother asking me about it cos I'll just answer the same thing, "same old same old". Which might be a tiny lie but... *shrugs*

Well I hope you beautiful creatures are living life beautifully :D

Parents are flying off 12 March. For 2 weeks I guess. And they intend to get us a babysitter which I am really against it. I have my pride too you know. But looking at my pathetic laziness, I might just agree of having one. Yes pathetic me is pathetic. Heh. Oh well whatever the arrangement is the most important thing is to take care of my sibs.

Yah, I think my 21 year old self can do that of course.

Urmmm what else? I supposed you all had a goood time on Vday. Couples or not. What did I do? I practically treat it as any normal day hence I couldnt remember what I did on that day. Nothing significant, just normal.

I want to meet my friends.

I think that's why life is mundane. It's like you want to make plans, want to hang out, want to spend time, want to catch up, want to joke around, want to laugh out loud, want to have fun but in the end; same old.

Is this is what most 20+ yrs of age people are experiencing? If it is then I dont wanna grow old :/

Haha okay shut it dear self, you just need some fun company that's all. You'll be alright.

Wtf I am talking to myself. I am creeeeepy DDD:

LOLOL. And Nisha is gonna have 22 shots of tequila in about 90minutes time. Happy advance birthday! Shots shots shots shots shots shots shots EVERYBODYYY ♫

As you can see my train of thoughts is horrible. I think I need to drown myself to more chocolates.

Have a nice week roses.

this is me.

2011-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

This is SO me. Woohoo.

*bows*

2011-02-10T00:34:00.005+08:00

Don't ever think you're ugly.

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My name is Jordan. I am 14, 5’4”, 105 lbs.

I do not have cancer. I have a disease called Alopecia.

About a year ago, I started to lose my hair very quickly. I had been very healthy all of my life. The doctors diagnosed it as Alopecia, which very simply means unexplainable hair loss. There is no known cure for my condition.

I have lost my hair, my eyebrows, my eyelashes, and all of my body hair. I normally wear a wig because I don’t want people to think that I am very sick.

I wish more than anything I had hair like all the girls in my school. Lately it has been very hard to look in the mirror, but today I am taking the first steps to loving myself.

I am going to tell myself that I am beautiful, because of my smile and my eyes and my confidence. Having this disease has taught me that everyone is beautiful. One day I hope to inspire and help others with the same disease.

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Source

KAMEEEEEEEE

2011-02-05T14:08:00.003+08:00

Just because.

♥♥♥

Backbone - Elliot Yamin

2011-02-04T02:22:00.014+08:00

You’ve got a lifetime ahead of you
So just leave the past behind
If you fall i’ll help you stand tall
I’ll pick you up

Like a backbone
Let me be your backbone
I just wanna be your backbone
Whatever you’re going through
I’m here for you

cny 11

2011-02-02T02:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese celebrating today! Qong Xi Fa Cai!

Kung Hei Fat Cho! HUAT AH! HUAT AH!

And to the rest, happy mini holidays (:

So, it's Feb already huh? OIC. Time. Geeez :/

January has been, how do I put it? Indescribable? Well, many many things happen. And I believed I have learned alot just in this first month of 2011. Life, death, friendship, life, life and just life.

Life is ridiculously precious. You waste one second of it, it disappears in an instant :( So if we see it in a Muslim point of view, never forget your prayers, seek forgiveness and so on. Mom kept on reminding me these. Always remember HIM.

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I watched the live news reports on Cyclone Yasi today. Someone broadcasted it live and whoa it was damn scary. You can hear the strong wind and see trees shaking violently. And it is bigger than Hurricane Katrina. Yikes D:

How is Guru going back to UQ this friday?! DDDD:

Whatever it is, please be safe OZs.

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A little late but Happy 22nd Birthday Shikinsss! ♥

I cannot accept the fact that I am turning 22 this year :|

OH AND KAME'S BIRTHDAY IS THIS MONTH! 23RD FEB LOLOL.

He's going to be 25 this year awww :DDD

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Alright alright enough. Have a good weeeeeeeek earthlings.

love?

2011-01-23T00:55:00.004+08:00

life

2011-01-22T00:45:00.004+08:00

Spent Saturday by being beside a friend in need. It's heartbreaking to see someone so helpless, weak, traumatized and sobbing in your arms :(

She's coping tho, slowly but still really very weak and vulnerable. Insyallah she'll get better.

And damnit I really feel like drinking Iced Americano now for no reason.

Anyhoos, have a good weekend everyone! :)

cancer

2011-01-21T01:15:00.001+08:00

Battling with cancer isnt a joke. Nor it is easy either. You have to go through lots and lots of regular checkups, chemo etc. It's painful. It drains you out. Both physically and mentally as well. This is the time when you need lotsa support and love from your loved ones. Family and friends. Near or far.

I know all this through experience. I've went through that period myself, twice. My family member had it. I remember it all very well. First time was when I was 10. Still naive and young, I dont really know what's going on but I know seeing someone you love on the bed, in a hospital on the way to the operating theater is painful. It hurts. At that time I was lucky enough to meet her before she went for surgery. And she won the battle and I thanked God for that.

Another one was two years back. This time it was slightly more complex. It was more complex till they had to remove the entire organ out. It was indescribable. I cannot put to words of how much courage, determination and strength she has to go through that. All I know is that she's the most strongest person ever, in my entire life. And she won the battle again. And I thanked God again for giving her a good steady health up till today.

And urm no, I dont really wanna share my life story out too much. Exposed like this but.

My friend's mom passed away today due to cancer. I have no words to describe how sad, fragile and vulnerable her state is right now but I'd appreciate it if we'd all give a little prayer for her late mother. She needs it so much right now.

So friends, I dont know how much you take care of your health but just go a body checkup. I am going for one or maybe the cancer one since I have that already in my family blood. Yah. Just dont take health for granted. Unn.

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Be strong Nora. We're all here for you.♥

Al-fatehah.

deeeeee

2011-01-17T00:53:00.003+08:00

If anyone's wondering who's the girl there. Her name's Deee. She's from Philippines.

And we met on Twitter. It was magic.

She got me this mug for Xmas last year. Guess who's the ultimate beauty printed on the mug hurhur. Unf.

Pretty cool huh? Friendship no boundaries, dear friends :D

♥ ♥ ♥

Gaaaaaaaah, Friday please hurry already! :/

skype 2011

2011-01-16T02:52:00.001+08:00

First threesome Skype convo in 2011. Handsome right? :DD

Sydney in October should happen. Correction, let's make it happen (:

dad's birthday

2011-01-12T01:01:00.018+08:00

It was dad's birthday yesterday, 11.1.11 so here we go, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! ♥

Went out for dinner and had a glorious food feast at Manhattan Fish yummm. And good family bonding time as well yep :D

And I think my parents are pretty much confirmed going for Umrah in March. YES! Idk maybe for 10 days? 2 weeks? Whatever the duration is I know I'll be living like a boss LOLOL.

O-levels results are out. For my brother's case, let's just say he did what he could and gave his all. Let's hope for the best in the future. Chin up, it's gonna be alright (:

Life is pretty much mundane at the moment heh. Idk what to look forward to anymore unless we have a girlfriends meetup or something. Yah. Other than that, er, pretty much bleh.

Shall prolly go out for dinner with some friends this friday night. Yea maybe. Then hopefully will meet up with pretty girls on Sunday woooooot. Hidayah, Ain, Ipah? Confirm kan kkkkk? :D

Till next time!

TOP

2011-01-08T21:22:00.001+08:00

I think he's the most good-looking Korean I know :D

Er, I cbb to remember korean names so let's use his classy name eh.

Say hi to TOP.

:DDD

life

2011-01-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

This. I tell myself every single day.

life

2011-01-05T00:34:00.012+08:00

UNFFFFF.

Guru 21st aka 1.1.11

2011-01-03T02:47:00.016+08:00

GURU'S 21ST PARTY CUM NEW YEAR 1.1.11 PARTY.

Smoky picture is smoky hurhur ;D

BALEH-BALEH

Yummy glorious luxury food, amazing hotel ambience, great entertainment, LIVE BELLYDANCING, BHANGRA DANCE, treasure hunt, amusing games, good music & dance floor.

I had a blast. Awesome party is awesome! Thanks to Guru, Nisha, Arc and the great company who attended the party for making my 1.1.11 a memorable one :D

Good start, 2011. Good start.

Damnit, I didnt know Bhangra dance can be this fun haha. And addictive, really. I literally bhangra-ed at home. Like bhangra-ed my way to the kitchen, to my room or to the toilet. LOL :D

Hmm, so 21st birthday parties season is over. From this year onwards, it'll be either engagement or wedding invitations I guess lol. Geez dear time, slow down will you? :/

Few days back mom told me dad and her might be going Umrah in March. Still tentative tho. I encouraged them to go. Like, "GO GO GO! Dont miss this chance!" Lol. Oh well, we'll see how it goes yup.

First monday of 2011 is here. Those studying, all the best. Those working, work hard. Save your earnings for a vacation towards end of year heee. Those who have nothing to do, be wise, make good use of time and LIVE. Just LIVE okay? :)

Catch up next time. Have a good week lovelies!

Haru Haru

2011-01-02T02:10:00.003+08:00

This is the first youtube video in 2011 that actually made me tear in the end lol. Crybaby ttm sia. But watch it. Dont be surprised if you end up tearing too hurhur ;)

life

2011-01-01T01:43:00.009+08:00

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HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011, EVERYONE! :D

life

2010-12-30T20:23:00.020+08:00

That's a condom. NOT. Nisha has wild brains yo.

When another future sister-in-law meets the other future sister-in-law. Yikes.

Random meetups with makkals are random and funnnn. And Cafe Americano is the worst drink I've ever tasted in Starbucks. Yahh. But I feel like buying it again lolol. 4 bucks only! And Nisha, we should blast Bruno & Neyo in the car again soooon :D

And I am 5 days late but Happy 12th Birthday Nabil!

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Life sucks badly right now. Like really badly ydek.

It sucks when you lost your file containing all your life certs in there. Like literally your life is gone. Yah. And it's driving me insane when I cant remember where I put it! What's worse when you have something snaps in your neck due to poor sleeping position and you cant even turn your head to the right without feeling excruciating pain.

FML.

But then again...Sigh. Sometimes I wonder where have all the omega in my brain flew to. What the flying fuck? (Sorry).

This is really frustrating.

life

2010-12-26T01:29:00.006+08:00

This is how Aqilah looks like when she flails over Siwon lolol.

Skype session with this woman is the best ever ♥

And this, let's rewind back to urm...2005? When we were 15/16 yep. So cuteeeee! And honest & sincere and just simply genuine. Awwww :) :)

life

2010-12-20T22:24:00.001+08:00

Vogueeeeee. Aku suka sekali! :D

life

2010-12-18T22:10:00.004+08:00

Cheyyy, "popular at twitter" or what! Heheh.

HIGH HIGH

2010-12-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

High high I'm so high
High high up in the sky
High high I'm so high
Fly fly touch the sky
Ha ha ha ha ha
Say la la la la la

....

Shit, I'm so addicted to this right now you have no idea.

life

2010-12-14T02:18:00.010+08:00

Yep, this basically describe how my weeks have been. HECTIC. Somehow time passed by really fast when you're having fun just like how the wind did to this umbrella. However, I have absolutely nothing to regret during these precious time spent yep. Gatherings, catch-ups, reunions and so on will always be treasures to keep. And time spent together are priceless beyond words ♥

Another busy week to go till everything calms down and then. Geez I dont even wanna think about "and then". Can we pause and rewind? Hurhur.

Aites till next time. Btw, EPIC RIGHT THIS PHOTO HAHAHAHA!

Okay, you can laugh now.

life

2010-12-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

Allah's promise

Try not to make a promise and if you do, keep it. You will have to answer for it in the hereafter. Make good your past promises even if the other person may have forgotten it.

Quote

Allah has promised those who believe and do deeds of righteousness that for them there is forgiveness and a great reward. (Surâh Al-Mâ'idah, Verse 9)

Madina Love

2010-12-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

life

2010-12-02T23:24:00.004+08:00

...Slow down and rewind the time,
And turn the clock to when I was complete with you ♥

life

2010-11-28T00:09:00.032+08:00

It's been a while I know. Finally getting this sudden itch to blog while nom-ing on my cheesecakes and ice lemon tea at 12.17am in the morning. Hoho.

WHY HELLO ROSES! WASSSUPPPP?! :D

It has been a good week yup. Work (tho the amount of work is piling up wtf and the people there are going crazy lol), catching up with friends (ahh, lovely), work, work and work.

Basically, I am a workaholic. Even my long-distance aunty said that YIKES. If you still dont know, I have 2 jobs in hand. Idk why but I just cannot let go of this lib job (weekends only). It is like a side thing. Like if you lose it, you'll get lost lol. Like I've said before, another source of income is always good yes? Then what about rest you might ask? Well, for me as long as I can keep going, I'll just keep going. Of course with sufficient amount of rest in between, whenever I can :D

Did I tell you I watched Harry Potter on the 19th with bff? WOOOOOOT! Seriously, go watch it if you havent. The epicness of the movie ydek. I give it two thumbs up.

Wedding on the 20th. It was lovely. Catching up with friends and just have a simple lovely time together. I've been tagged in some pictures at facebook. Find them there.

My brother got his PSLE results on Thursday. He got 225. 3 As and a B. HE FREAKING GOT AN A FOR MATHS & SCIENCE GDI. *shocked* Nevertheless, I am really happy and proud of him. Mom chose Ahmad Ibrahim as first choice school. Well, not surprising, smart people go there. And AI is like my family-tree-school lol. Cos my uncle went there, sister went there and now my brother's turn. Yupp. *proudface*

.....And NSS was his last choice HAHAHA. But wth why is that school even in his choice even? YIKES D:

*Remembers makcik jual kentang triggered by Ain* LOLOL. Okay inside joke roflol.

And today after several months, I finally get to meet Shikins. Yup Shikinssssocks ♥

I hope next week would be a good week too. Work and more meetrandomly sessions (I hope).

Uh huh, till next time! Have a great weekend everyone! :D

fifth season

2010-11-20T21:53:00.006+08:00

But every time you're near
You stir my heart again
Now, I'm losing my sense of seasons
I know it's love
It’s overflowing

It’s overflowing.

-- Fifth Season by Akanishi Jin

change ur world

2010-11-18T00:12:00.011+08:00

Can you feel it? This blog is lacking of some Kame essence. Hurhur. Nahh come on, stop giving me that look lol. He's my idol so come let spazzz our brains out together shall we? WOOOT.

His latest look.

AADNADNAA;LDMLADALDAAMDLAK~ *___________*

Beautiful man is beautiful <3

Brb, dying now.

life

2010-11-17T18:19:00.006+08:00

One rainy evening inside the Rahim's household, celebrating Hari Raya Haji...

Uncle: Why dont she become a teacher?
Aunty: Ira! Go lahh, be a malay teacher!
Mom (scream from far): A JAPANESE TEACHER! She bought many japanese CDs alamakkk!

(all this translated from malay lol)

HAHAHAHAHAHA! *dies laughing* :DDDDD

Just wow. Now the whole family knows my japanese obsession hurhur. Awesome.

Happy Eid Adha!

2010-11-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

The Quote in Volume 2 - Week 1

Allah wants to purify us
Life is chemistry in action. Allah wants to dilute our sorrows, evaporate our worries, filter our happiness and leave us with crystals of Love. Be thankful to Him.

Quote

Allah does not want to place you in difficulty, but He wants to purify you, and to complete His Favour to you that you may be thankful. (Surâhh Al-Mâ'idah, Verse 6)

P.s. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all my muslim brothers and sisters, wherever you are! :D

Grenade

2010-11-14T23:17:00.007+08:00

No autotune no enhancing studio equipment. Just raw beautiful vocal & pure brilliant talent. Awesome Bruno is awesome.

Told you, he's the next big thing :D

life

2010-11-13T22:01:00.007+08:00

OMGAAAAAAAH! A friend tweeted me on twitter saying that there was a slashing incident at Yishun. Idk if it's true but I think it's possible cos when I was going to work there were many policemen all over Northpoint. And the fact that some policemen even did a patrol in the library.

Was working when I overheard one of the policeman said "lookout for a suspect...." in his walkie-talkie. YIKES! D:

But not surprising tho since yeah gangs DO exist in Yishun. Alot I guess. *shrugs*

Be careful my fellow friends. Try not to go home alone esp at night? Yup.

And OMGAAAAAAAAAAAAH again cos I have so much to look forward to next week!!! :DDD

1) Mom's birthday on the 15th!
2) Bff's arriving on the 16th! AND DINNER TOGETHER AFTER THAT WOOOT! :D
3) Hari Raya Haji on the 17th AND the release of a new single by my fav band (wont go into details since i spammed this on twitter heh)
4) Package from Japan will land on my doorstep akjsdnkajdna :DDD
5) Wedding cum gathering session on Saturdayyyy with pretty girls! <3

Ohhhh fyeah! Next week. So. Looking. Forward. Awesome week is awesome.

Till next time!

p.s. EH TAG MORE LAH! Hehe (:

angelina jolie

2010-11-10T00:40:00.004+08:00

This is one of the reasons why I respect Angelina Jolie. She has a big heart.

And she loves Asia yo :DDD

mindf

2010-11-09T23:49:00.010+08:00

MINDFFFFFF.

I still love Rupert Grint.

quote

2010-11-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

The Quote in Volume 1 - Week 52

Do not victimize an innocent person
Never take advantage of anyone especially the innocent. On the contrary, protect the weak and the less fortunate so that they can pray for our well being.

Quote

And whoever earns a fault or a sin and then throws it on to someone innocent, he has indeed burdened himself with falsehood and a manifest sin.

(Surâh An-Nisâ', Verse 112)

day of fluff.

2010-11-04T16:09:00.015+08:00

Whoa this is freaky. It's as if I am talking to twins! LOL. Btw ohmybun is my ex-collegue yepp.

Seriously, muka sama siak. Same face woooosh.

And yesterday night I dreamt that Aqilah was waiting for me at Northpoint with her luggage and everything. Then I appeared and we greeted each other. But few mins later, there was this awkward silence and we dont know what to say to each other thus we split ways after that :(

Then when I really woke up, first thing I did was stare and check my phone hoping that it was really a dream. Lol stupiak dream. Just give me a sweet and fluffy dream with Kame already! Gahh.

Um. Yah. Bye.

Count on me

2010-11-03T18:49:00.004+08:00

This.

Just because I am feeling sappy today hurhur. Goes out to all my close buddies and fandom friends. Awww! Perfect chilling song is perfect ♥

And Bruno Mars is the next big thing, really.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

- Count on me by Bruno Mars

life

2010-11-02T17:44:00.057+08:00

Some overdue pictures to feast your eyes.

With Nadia on 151010. I like this picture. It has this "heh-heh-heh-we-have-something-up-our-sleeves kinda look" :D

You cannot seperate me from sushi. Nope, no way.

With Nisha & Guru on ermmm, two weeks back? Yupp awesome time.

It's funny how our conversation ALWAYS ended up with something science-y. Like from estrogens to rosy cheeks to intercourse OOPPSSS. Okay nevermind. You can talk about anything with science students really. ANYTHING. Dont need to be shy lol. We shall do it again okay! :D

This picture. Er, just because. LOLOL. *grins sheepishly at Nisha & Guru*

And hi Arcchana, we were not in a church ok thanks bye.

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I went shopping by myself yesterday at Bugis. And went for a haircut. Now I feel good. I just love to shop alone. Save all the trouble and time in the world man really.

Oh I cannot freaking wait for 17 November! Yes Hari Raya Haji and also my CD copies will arrive at my doorstep! (Or maybe that week lah) AHHH CANNOT WAIT!

It took me every ounce of my willpower not to give in to spoilers/teasers on the internet okay. So yes gonna wait patiently for that cos it's soooooo gonna be worth it. Worth my money and ahhhh worth everything :DDD

And urm, I suddenly have this urge to sing japanese songs at karaoke. Heh.

*smirks at everybody rolling eyes now*

DAH BAI!

STRONGER

2010-10-29T01:08:00.011+08:00

Nando demo nando demo
Kizutsuite-mo hashitte iku yo
Namida hikari tsuyosa o
I’m okay
I can be stronger

We just stay strong nando demo
We just stay strong
We just stay strong doko made mo
We just stay strong

-- Stronger by Ai Ft Miliyah Kato

Currently stuck to this song. Inspirational song I like. & I love Ai Carina Uemura. Enough said. She's half jap half italian :D And she has a unique awesome voice!

Dont believe me? Check out STORY, another song from her (:

TWENNY ONE

2010-10-28T20:06:00.026+08:00

Konnichiwa! Okay stop throwing shoes at me I know this blog is rotting but here I am and that's what matters most lol.

SO WHAT'S UPPPP TOKYO?!! ( Er, I mean everybody). Hope you all are still alive, kicking and having a wonderful daily life :D

I have been dying to update about my twenny first (21st lol). So let's use some imagination shall we? LET'S REEEEWINDDDDD to 15 Oct 2010.

To be honest, other than a long midnight skype session from a certain person from downunder (mind you it's 3AM there okay), it was pretty a normal day with a pleasant surprise from collegues, dinner with Nadia Sazlina (had japanese what's new heh) and another surprise from the family at night. This is the most short and sweet summary ever I know.

To all who have wished me via twitter (a whole lot of awesome people), facebook, texts, cards etc, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU SO MUCH! <3>

Every wish is special so yes, arigato many many every single one of you who bother to remember wooooot! :DDD Gifts wise it's very minimal. Got one from mom and a card from Nisha & Guru. The rest were from Bff. "The rest" mcm banyak gitu eh hehe. Love them to bits <3>

Alright so 21 now huh? I think it's time to grow up and go for things that I want and makes me happy. No matter what it takes. I mean it is the right age. People cant say much. It is your choice and do whatever you want that makes your heart healthy. Yes? YESSSAAAAA! :D

Yep it's true as you get older, things get more complicated. What more with pressure, stress and life expectations. We cannot run away from that. But I think it is best to be just the way you are and be true to yourself. Treasure yourself more rather than being concerned on what people might think of you. Haha ok stop it with this deep stuffs. Moral of the story: DO WHAT YOU FEEL IS RIGHT & JUST BE HAPPY! :D

3am oz time with birthday shoutout AND CAKE! lovelovelove ♥

:DDDDDDDDDD

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You know I started blogging this at around 8pm and it's now 12.19am. Omg 4 hours whut?

Will update more sooon eh. Patience heh heh.

Till next time I need sleeeeeep.

life

2010-10-26T10:27:00.008+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHA! LOLOL!

Okayyy, I know this blog is rotting and just so you know I really have the intention to update about my birthday post etc but idk, I havent gather my thoughts nor have the motivation to do so. Lazy bum yes. Hurhur.

So in the meantime just wait patiently ah k. Not that anyone is anticipating it or something lol.

OKAY! So stay tuned for next entry. Dont runaway! XD

life

2010-10-13T22:19:00.014+08:00

I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.
I am not ready to turn 21.

I am so not freaking ready to turn into a 21 year old girl. It somehow excites me and make me worry at the same time. Things like responsibilities, adult, committments etc start to flash in my head (not that they havent before but this time it means real bzness) and my heart feels heavy.

What is this feeling? :/

10.10.10

2010-10-10T23:09:00.011+08:00

AKJSDNKAJNDKANDKANDKAJNDKANDKANDKANDAKASDNKABA WHY SO CUTEEEEE~!!!!

*seizures*

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Sorry, gotta let that out :DDD

life

2010-10-09T22:41:00.001+08:00

KONNICHIWA!

It's been long huh? Hurhur. Been busy lately. And I've nothing much to rant other than normal daily routine (work) and some random meeting ups with friends yep.

For a change let me show you what's going on at my workplace lah eh.

Here's my desk. Look at those stick-notes lol. And I cant live without Ryu so it's beside me everywnere and anywhere. Ryu is my itouch incase you still dont know lol. And my collegue bought that bear mug for me! So cute with that protruding bear on it :D

And this person sits beside my desk. I took this picture because she looks like bff like seriously! From far it's like that.

Closer view it's like this. SAME RIGHT? SAME RIGHT?! *excited* LOLOL.

It's slightly disturbing when I turn to her side idk why haha.

It was a good week. And apologies if I couldnt make it for important gatherings and stuffs due to last minute unforseen things that popped up :/ *bows*

I am sick since thursday and my body temperature on thursday freaked me out :s I am lucky since there are left-over meds in the house or else, yikes! And on friday I was coughing my brains out as well. Double yikes D:

So yeaaa that's about it. Take care of your health roses. Have a great week ahead! :D

Tuuraaaaaaah.

life

2010-10-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

life

2010-09-30T01:28:00.019+08:00

Hmmmm.

I am seriously thinking of starting a perfume collection now. Call me crazy but I aim to own a Burberry, Hypnotic poison and Chloe, 50ml each before the year ends. LOLOL.

No, I am not joking.

So...feel free to sniff me? HAHA LOL WTF.

Okay bye!

life

2010-09-27T23:57:00.030+08:00

Got to sleepover at Meritus hotel on Sunday. Okay not really, I get to chill for a few hours in a gorgeous room there and it was a perfect bliss. Yeah cos this friend of mine is damn damn rich lol.

View from her room. Can you see GUCCI? Haha yes awesome I know. SG hotels (orchard) are really something. If you get a chance like this, go for it!

Oh yes, before chilling at hotel, went out with family to celebrate brother & sister's belated birthday. Sakura buffet at yck. The sushis there were superb, just like the ones you find at Shin Tokyo etc. WORTH IT. And yeah of course, I attacked sushis first heheh :D

If you ever go there, go with an empty stomach! And dont waste a penny. Eat till you collapse. It's like 22bucks per head okay. Expensive so make use of it (:

It has been a good week. Meeting and catching up with people yepp. At the same time, I'm living on the edge heh. :/

Alright that's about it. Have a great week everyone! (:

quote

2010-09-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

“Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains two descriptions: might have, and should have.”

-- Louis E. Boone

quote

2010-09-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

“Change is constant, how we experience change, that’s up to us. It can feel like death, or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it, it can be like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment, we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment, we can be born all over again.”

-- Meredith Grey

1110th entry

2010-09-23T02:12:00.006+08:00

My 1110th post goes to none other than Mr Kamenashi Kazuya heheh :D

This. Is. Perfection.

*swoons like a lunatic*

AJSDWDKA THE LIPS! THE EYEBROW! O M G.

twitter requests

2010-09-22T00:22:00.047+08:00

!!!!!!

O M G. /faints.

Gotchaaaaa! Twitter is messed up heh.

I am really excited about today, later I mean. Oh and I am donating blood today too. Third time babies :D

You know I just found out today that one of my ex classmate works as a cabin crew for Jetstar now omg. So awesome. The one that calls me Ketups when I call her Belacan lol. Cool life ehh.

And one of my old buddies works as a policewoman now. Well, I cant say much in detail here but from what she told me it's some awesome serious business. AND RISKY :/ But I am sure she'll grow to get used to it (:

Oh and I bought my first Haruki Murakami book today! Google it. World greatest writer alive yo.

I shall start stalking Amazon for his books heh heh.

Last but not least, THIS >> CLICK CLICK.

WAHLAO 31SGD FROM KL TO JAPAN ONE WAY LEH! AKJSDNA SO TEMPTING. Ok fine havent add the air tax yet but HELLOOOO FREAKIN CHEAP AH!

Hopefully they still have this kind of thing next year :(

Okay goodnight.

arash

2010-09-21T00:43:00.013+08:00

Say hello to Arash everybody! My favourite nephew. Very squishable like no other :D

Arash, Aqil and Arfah (:

Can I consider this a raya entry? Yes I can heheh.

talking to the moon

2010-09-20T22:39:00.018+08:00

Watch this and weep. I cried watching this okay. So motivating I love it. Just what I need since I feel like crap now :/ Helps calms me down a little :3

Never ever give up ladies and gentlemen boys and girls. Even if it struck your heartstrings or a thick brick wall crashing you, dont give up. Learn your mistakes and face the world as a stronger person.

Yup. Note to self. Hmm.

Shall drown myself in angst fics and cry the night away? :/ Lol this is good exercise for the heart you know. Heh. Angst = heartbreaking cum depressing cum tear-jerker cum death. Yup. All in one combo yo.

And I think I sprained my neck ahhhh :(

I owe a raya entry I know but....idk I just dont feel it's post-worthy :s

That is all. Never give up. Remember that :)

P.s. Happy 18th, Sister (:

selamat hari raya

2010-09-10T01:49:00.008+08:00

Just wanna wish all Muslims in every part and corner of the world a Happy Eid Mubarak! May Allah protect our dreams and bless us always :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KAWAN-KAWAN SAHABAT HANDAI KU. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :D

Aku pun ada pantun okay.

Terbang ke jepun nak jumpa Kame
Sebelum tu gi blajar language Jepun
Kalau selama ni ada apa2 yg tersilap kata eh
From the bottom of my heart, I mintak ampun.

Cheyyyy! Broken pantun amacam?

Aite that's about it. Have lotsa fun with your loved ones and eat your lungs and heart out yep!

2.03am now and I've to wake up early for raya prayers tomorrow. Yikes :/

i like you

2010-09-08T01:06:00.017+08:00

HEHEHEHE SO CUTE SO CUTE SO DAMN CUTE! :D ♥♥♥

Okay, stop rolling your eyes women. Hurhur. Two more days left and it's raya already! Time flies by so fast :(

And I dont have any baju kurung yet woooo? Haha seriously you should observe the raya atmosphere in my house. Zero. Zilch. None. Ok lah maybe some cleaning here and there and some kuih raya. That's it. Mum said she doesnt have the mood for raya and dad agrees. *shrugs*

Also it's major-exam-fever for my sibs. PSLE, O Levels and A levels helloooo! So yup intense ah eh kirekan. I am the only one enjoying life atm lol :D

Sooo I am doing good and I hope everybody is doing good too. Bff has slimmed down alot and it amazed me so damn much :D Go see her fb if you dont believe me.

Anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA IN ADVANCE TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!

Shall see you women soon. Need to sleep now, おやすみ.

Edward Mordrake

2010-09-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

Edward Mordrake is claimed to be a 19th century heir to one of the peerages in England who had an extra face on the back of his head. According to the story, the extra face could neither eat nor speak, but it could laugh and cry. Edward begged doctors to have his ‘devil twin’ removed, because, supposedly, it whispered horrible things to him at night, but no doctor would attempt it. He committed suicide at the age of 23.

life

2010-09-01T01:28:00.008+08:00

"An old woman is on the floor with a bag next to her. She asks the passing school girls for any amount of cash, but the girl refuses with a middle finger. Her friends clearly don’t notice the situation, let alone care about it. The helpless woman just looks at her in desperate pain and shock as the little girl just smirks at her.

This picture breaks my heart. The senile woman is on the floor in beautiful, cultural garments, but asks for a mere donation. The girl in modern school clothing gives her a thoughtless and ignorant “fuck you.”

I don’t know where this picture was taken, but it depicts what our future has become: children disrespecting elders like they were vermin killed flat on the road. I’ve seen this here in California. Little kids on their cell phones undermining what their parents have to say, little kids cussing like there’s no tomorrow, little kids worrying about their looks rather than their family. It’s everywhere; culture and respect are both dying. It’s because of the influences that these kids can easily access: media, drugs, adultery. Our world is losing grasp of the future, and we can only watch as the next generation become total monsters".